30/11/2010
i've cried for the whole day..
actually from yesterday night i ady start crying..
i'm a girl who not easy to let my tears drop..but i did cos of u..
i really dunno wat happened..and this makes me feel worry..
i've called shin*cherry* for a talk..and cried,she get shocked and said;the cry frm me scared her cos i'm not use to cry..
well..a cry can make me feel better..but it's aso can make me feel the pain..
i dun understand y everytime quarrel u'll said that i'm not understand u..
that's y i said i really dun understand u and u didn't give me a chance to understand u..
btw,how much do u understand me thn..??
a relationship needs TRUST,FAIR & HONEST..
how much have u done in this three??
mayb i'm a bad gf..cos i dun understand u at all..*as u think*
whn i'm crying..all my friends and buddy who besides me and comforting me..
and u're enjoying with ur friends in neway..
i can tell u honestly,i didn't blame anyone cos it's all my fault..i aso dunno which part i've done wrong..
as a gf..i dunno wat can i do anymore..
as a girl..i just can say myself that is too cheap..too stupid and too silly...
it's really a sad and bad day for me..
dun wanna think and dun wanna take any action anymore..cos i'm afraid u'll ask for break up...
but i can't avoid cox it will makes me feel more worst...
wat shud i do thn...??
*JUST LET IT BE*
