WorrYing or Over ♥??

Dear...

i'm sorry..

dunno why but just sorry..

hmmm...

y today we looks weird..

suddenly sweet thn suddenly angry..

is't we too love each other d??

too care..

can't miss a second for anything between us..

all i wanna let u noe is..

I LOVE YOU 

SEBASTIAN TAN!!

no matter how i am and i will

still loving u...

MUACKXX!!!!

End-♥

Happy To See That Around me~~ ♥

I'm Happy to see...;

All my babes finally get their *happiness*..^^
San♥Felicia

Cherry(shin)♥Isaac

Carmen♥Benjamin

Milky♥Xiaoma

Vickey♥Edison

Joanne♥Joseph

Wee~~* ♥

 looks like a rainbow upthere..^^

BTW,

Don't attack me after you girls read this..kay??XD

i know what will happen after i share this to you all..

Babes...

I know i shouldn't think back to d pass..

But to let u girls know that u all r really fell into a *hapiness river*

So,in here i'll touch a little of our pass..^^

To let u all know and appreciate what you girls having right now...

Firstly;San...

Actually nothing's much to say you d..
coz this is what u want at the moment,
from the hurts and disappointed by guys makes u lost the feeling of warm and secure..
that's why *Felicia* who standing by ur side right now..
as i noe,she noe u well and she do protect u aso makes u feel warm..
between u and ur *sui dear*..
i advise u to appreciate the (FRIENDSHIP) in between u two..
San~~beth really hope u'll be the first who getting marry in fruity^^ 
MUaXX!! ♥
 *STICH LOVE AROUND THE WORLD*


Secondly, Shin~♥

hmmm...i know u,u know me la..=)
your man is really kinda perfect to be with..*for u*
but my dear..dun think so much and do rmb what i say to u..
*TRUST* is the most important in love..^^
although i know u trust him but just not urself..
pls do trust to urself too..
cos beth trust u..^^ dun disappoint me yea babe..
u've playing enuf for the past..
it's time to stay calm with a *MATURE LOVE* now..XD
i can see that u both need each other very much^^
*MATURE LOVE IN THE AIR*

♥

 

 

Thirdly,Milky..
Actually shud be me(Beth) XD
But nvm,coz i'm the only one who single righ now..^^
Teng..finally i can feel that u're really in love this time..
that PK can't make me feel the love from him toward u..
and ming hao..u two makes me feel just like best friends oni..
but both of them just a BIG pass for u..
look to the front MILKY CHUA!
your future shud be control by yourself not others..
cos no one can noe u well beside urself on the stuff that u interested in..
understand?? ^^
Beth wish u and the little horse happy and joy always..
u two must learn how to show the love in a proper way..kay?? 
*Use Heart To Feel The lOvE*♥
 

Forthly,Carmen...
Wuuhoo~~~!!!!
Hehe...The most happy for me to see u in love again..
i think we do have the same thinking and feeling toward love..
*scare he will change after accept..
(cos he treated with really good and the sweet will keep flash in our mind..)
am i right?? ^^
I have no comment for this ady..
honestly..if i'm still the last time's beth i sure will tell u..
*who care for the future and pass?? most important is now*
BUT..now i'm the one who can't stand for this d..
wat aso gotta think for future..and take the pass to be more clever..
Learn from the mistake..^^
well..my men..u gotta think more positively for overall..k??
Appreciate this man who is caring & loving u and staying beside u right now..
i can see that he is really not bad..
especially toward u..^^
*SWEET LOVE IN D AIR*

♥

Fifth, Yeng...
My dear honey..=)
Yeng,u noe wat??
he is a christian too..haha..
So,shud i follow u to church more often?? 
Haha..just kidding..^^
Think back,the time whn u''re lost in love..
really makes us worry bout u lots..
but u aso shows us that..
*time really proved everything*
by the time u wait for ur true love to appear...
and lastly,u really do wait till it come with naturally..
although there's some pebbles at the start..
but now u really in happiness and joys with him,
i'm not really noe him well..
but can see and feel that he is a good guy and aso a caring guys too..
*by the way i treated u and u say i looks like him* haha...
my Honey..
Keep it up yea..♥ u~~!
*REAL LOVE IN D AIR*

♥

 Sixth,Vickey~~*

Our dearest sissy~~^^

well...can i admit that i'm the one who know u well in Fruity??

*suddenly perasan* ^^

BTW,

We do same..

hurts by scorpio and fell for capricorn..^^

my dear Vickey..

pls forget bout the pass Scorpio and appreciate the capricorn now..

this didi really treated u not bad..

and 

u aso must treat him well yea..

^^

u this two didi & mei mei is our sweetie..

*BEAUTIFUL LOVE IN D AIR*

♥

Lastly~~!! 

Beth wish all my fruity babes Happy with the guys who..

PROTECTING,LOVING, & GIVING *YOU* HAPPINESS all arounds..

MUAxxXXxxXXxxXX!!!!

Fruity always~~*♥

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SicK Again >.<''

Haven't fully recover..

sick again..>.<

SICK PLS GO AWAY FROM ME!!

Yesterday wait for dear almost fell asleep..^^

but i just can't sleep be4 u reach home..

don't ask me why...just worry..

hmmm...now in da office..

waiting the CHIEF DESIGNER..

to teach me the new software..

kinda headache now..

bit blur...

careless me forgot to bring my water bottle today..

but think of u i keep remind myself of:

MUST BUY A BOTTLE OF MINERAL!!

lastly...i'm now with the bottle now..

the same dialog to YOU..♥

*DUN WORRY* XD

going to update later..^^

*be right back♥

stay tune♥

waiting~~♥

Dear..^^

Ehem...

my feeling right now..

exciting?

wondering?

nono...

it's just waiting..^^

wish to question by u again..

but i hope the question for this time is..

"ON THE SPOT"

hahaha..

i just wanna see how r u going to ask..

your face..

your eyes..

and the way u ask..^^

well...

the feeling between us now macam sudah *START*

but yet still is not yet..

The reason is..

i aso not really sure..

by this way to say is..

MAYBE

i'm afraid that u'll change once i accept u..

cos i can't stand for the hurts no more..

NOR

i'm just waiting u to QUESTION me AGAIN..

hmmm...

so..Mr.Sebastian..whn r u going to question Ms.Elizabeth 

again~♥

Dear..i miss u lots...

i know u do too..^^

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The day with *U* ♥

*U*

makes me feel nothing..

but the nothing mean everything..^^

this kind of feeling is the most relaxing and

something i can't use any word to describe it..

not special..but it's more than special..

the whole day stay at ur house..

i won't feel weird at all..

but it is whn the start..

i felt *paiseh*..

i just dislike something bout u..

but still ok if it's with ur friend but not in front of my friends..

*BAD WORDS*

that is too much from ur mouth d la my dear..

&

dun smoke too much le la..

ur nose really not that healthy d..XD

well..

i'll ask u for this two..

see whether u can do it not ba..^^

the question from u is really cute and funny..

haha...

i think i'm slowly fall for u d..

♥SEBASTIAN♥

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Single?? Couple??? NO~~ i'm just CRAZY~~~!! XD

Well...

let me start my story here..

this page i've wrote for few days d..

and i get something new in this few days too^^

Honestly,my heart is still in single mode..

and  i've no more passion in love's world..

OKAY~!

make it in easy way..

*he* really do make me miss him..

but this feeling is not that strong..

and i gotta a feel that he not really like me this kind of girl..

mayb cos both of us is thinking the same problem..

although got some little bit feel but just not reached that high yet..

if i'm still last time that Beth..u'll be mine!! XD

First Date??

HAHA~~!!!

doesn't look like a date at all..~.~

but still okay la~~~just the movie looks meaningless...

and both of us not really enjoy the movie..

i macam watching alone..

NO

is worst than alone..XD

at least i noe i'm alone whn i'm really alone..haha...

by ur text,u let me feel 1kind..

hmm..wat is the relationship between us?

macam best friend oni..like can't go more than that..

u really looks shy in front of me..

we are not that ♥ feel but kinda miss,

doesn't matter without contact each other..

WTH???

kinda confuse...=.='''

 

PS:maybe outsider will feel that i've fall in love with him..

but homestly I"M NOT *yet*

Although i aso will wanna noe how he feel for me..

but...

the feeling of me is..

we won't press the *START* button between us..^^

we're just a pair of FUNNY STEAK~~ ♥

-End~♥

Malacca Trip wiTh alL mY BaBes~~ ♥

^^
I'm really became a HAPPY GO LUCKY Girl d..XD
Shin..don't gek d..pity shin~~ XD
San..your tears so easy drop geh meh?? =)
BTW,we have an awesome trip as well~~ ♥



The fRuity members on the day~~ ♥

Although is kinda angry with the Boey Wai Hong in the morning..
but at last we still can go with joyful..=)
and yea..my dear carmen,crying BAby~~ T.T   XD

Everthing looks OK,just too hot with the jonker's street section..
guess wat? i get dark after that..and my leg's nerve getting worst..haha..

behind the scene is really scary~~ but syiok~!!! XD

Taking steps towards this *Lover's Bridge* is kinda funny..
cos my legs was shaking thr.. haha...
but at least i pass thru and reached safely~~ wee~~~♥
I REALLY ♥ BEACH VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!


aNOTHER important thing is...
I'm just Fat MAn...T.T
waLao~~~i can't stand for the fats on my body anymore!!!


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the holiday on 22nd & 23rd of JAN to MALACCA~~!! ^^

Feel happy and enjoy with the new friends in MALACCA..^^

the first i think of two guys..

Joshua

&

Lamb chop

really had fun thr and i like the

*put zai gou*really nice~!!

i saw the hand-made name,

thx shua for the previous 1..

it's really nice..

i've made a new 1 for myself..

*beth*

and 1 for someone special in my heart..

*seRaph*

well...

the uncle is quite funny..

like the day thr..

and the game from new friends..

nice to meet u guys...^^

thx for the trip guys and girls~!! ~.^

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To my DEAREST brother FELIX FOONG~~!!

Firstly i felt sorry to my mommy..cos i talk in a loud mode with u just now..
COS OF THE LOVELY CAT!!!

well..
the story is..
my dearest bro scold me *SOHAI* again...
thx for ur *slogan*

firstly..i dun mind u to step in my room and sit on my bed..
but..nowadays ur life for me is just like a RUBBISH!!
wat u did for ur life?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!
if u're trying hard to fill in ur blank in ur life..
i can tell u..watever u want..i won't say NO...

but yet..u're still a *RUBBISH*
u makes my mood turn bad and get in a bad mode to talk with mummy..
i really love u damn much..

rmb..i'm really GLAD TO HAVE U AS MY BROTHER!!!

get lost from my room STUPID CAT!!!!!


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getting far and out of topic with my gang..T.T

i'm sorry to shua..
really sorry...
besides sorry i dunno wat can i say sommore..
u're just too good in my heart..
but i really can't hurt u no more in my life..
u can find a better 1..
and u're going to leave my world too..
dun cos of me and escape an outing with our gang..
cos i'll disappear in this gang..

dun worry..it's not cos of u..
it's cos i felt that i'm getting far apart with u guys..

cos my house was TOO far from u guys..
and i haven't get my license as well..
everytime need u guys to fetch me out and back..
i noe it's annoying..

thank you for who fetch me back and out b4 this...
really thanks lots..

for fruity..
it's been a hard time for us to hang out d i think..
but dun worry..
beth still in fruity..


beth love u guys & girls..

i loved u shua.. we ady a past..
sorry that hurts u badly...
very sorry..
really sorry...


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Human do change fast..XD

Well...
i've been damn busy for the whole month before CNY..
hmmm...but i do write down my feeling although i didn't update it..
(cos no time to do so)

read back wat i wrote..
feels human do change every moment or second..

4/1/11
i still think of him..
and i wrote that i dunno wat to write but just him..
i wake myself up from that...
*the day leonard take back my slipper & a rubber band..
(i didn't ask for the rubber band back at all..pls dun simply say)
THX..
wanna send u a msg to say thank u..
but after i get it oni i noe u're very angry with me... haha
dun ask me y..i dunno and not understand y aso..XD


5/1/11

the day of working..
just gotta wait and wait till 8p.m
wat the..6pm can leave but thn gotta wait ppl to fetch me till 8pm..
wasted my time..haiy..but no choice..i just waiting SOMEONE FOR THE LICENSE!! *CHERRY TAN*
if i get the license..haha...
i can back without thinking and begging..hahaha...

i hope my dad will get me a car after i get it..^^


6/1/11


first time on board with your name.. *lamb chop*
my lamb cute..damn funny...
the feeling from u to me..
u're real enuf..
but aso quite rude..
kinda special of u toward me..
the way u feel for love is different from othrs..
but well at last.. our date canceled..
now waiting for a movie..
dunno will success not..XD

Btw,
i've lost myself...in love or life..
i dunno wat i want for life...
i dunno how to step back into love again..
slowly..i gotta waste my time to recover from it..
a scorpio's horoscope can kill me directly..

                    ~~~


Shua...
i really hope that no hard feeling between us...
i don't know wat's ur feeling whn gangs hanging out..
i just dun wanna think too much to suffer myself..
but for me..i really enjoy the moment with u guys..and fruity..^^
cos we noe each other for long long time d.. XD
i really hope shua continue treat me as friend..
and dun ignore me..plss...
and aso hope or friendship will never end~~♥
for sure to our gang and fruity too~♥

*SHUA♥
*BOEY♥


*SAN ♥
*SHIN♥
*TENG♥
*CARMEN♥
*YENG♥
*EDISON♥
      &
*VICKEY♥



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getting fat..T.T

I WANNA DIET!!!!!!!

  I CAN'T BE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!

   FAT..
pls go away from me..
belly go away..
big backside..i hate u so so so SO SO MUCH!!!

well..beth is going to ON DIET!!
KEEP FIT!!!

 i hope i can do it..XDD haha...

gambate!!

can't update my latest feeling cos sis wanna use the broadband..

will be update soon..^^

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我爱我的星座: ~♥狮子座♥~

我爱我的星座: ~♥狮子座♥~

...

i hate myself more than u...
i hate myself whn i thinking bout u..*everyday since we broke*
i hate myself of still believing u..
and everything u said...


i dun wanna hate u..cos i really fall for u..
but now i choosed to end up this crush..
just like i'm going to pour all the salt on my wound..
to let it cover as fast as it can...
i dun mind got a scar thr..cos u'll always on my mind..


mayb u won't noe wat i need..
cos all this while..u just plan for wat u want...
not wat i want..
i've get tired on sacrifice for nothing..just like u...

u're the first i really fall for...
u're the one made me feel played by...
u're the first i trust with all my heart..but u disappoint me deeply...
u're the first made me quarrel with mummy cos of love...
u're the one i won't blame although it's ur fault..

i rather to keep quiet..
than to ever make u feel annoy...

kenny liew..
i really dunno y i will fall so deep on u...

sorry ji mui..
the good of him toward me..
i'm the oni one noe it..
wat u girls see just the tears of me from him..
but u girls dunno how good he treated me...
dun need to keep ask me dun think so much..
he will same with yuan and shua...
in my good and nice memory...
never look back...
never ever...

these guys loved and hurts me..
but i really like them now...
won't turn back to love...
cos there's the scar..
can't cover with concealor..
the pain might be forgot..but the feeling of hurt will always thr with me..

hope u guys could find your true love and happiness..^^

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HAppY NeW YeaR~~!!!!

happy new year to everyone...
but seems like not a really nice and good year for our gang..
hmmm...


i gotta be strong..
i wanna be tough...
yea..i won't look back..cos it's not worth..

u're damn selfish...
i started to hate u in the new year..
to removed u in my Fb,it's a right...
u really too smart..
too many ppls get lied by u..
especially girl..
i admit i'm the onw of thm too...
but...thr's no more sucks thing will happen between us anyMORE!!!

now i choosed to forgive and forget...
cos i've no more feeling of u no more..
all u done is just a shit and makes me feel i'm really a dumb...
btw,i gotte say thank u too..
u shows ur stupid to me too..
ps:this is not love..love shud be accept wat she is or u can choose to share it..
     but u didn't,and act like alone..U"RE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!

although this is not the first time i see CARMEN cry...
but i can sure is..this is the first time i see she cry till lost control..
and it's the first time i noe her hate someone so DEEP~!!!


whn i saw they cry..
i really feel sad for thm...
but i'm glad that i've no more heartache for him...
i've cried..cos of myself..
i felt that i've played by him..*mother fucker*
but..i noe i can't blame anyone..cos it's all willing by myself..

need to stay happy to keep healthy my babes..
hope u girls understand everything of ours...
we dun need othrs to understand..
but fruity must always stand by ourselves..

listen  with heart..not oni with ears...
*san
*shin
*teng
*carmen
*yeng
*vickey..
we r always here..
my heart r thr with u girls..
just share evry happy or sad moment with me..

LOVE U GIRLS SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!

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