the holiday on 22nd & 23rd of JAN to MALACCA~~!! ^^

Feel happy and enjoy with the new friends in MALACCA..^^

the first i think of two guys..

Joshua

&

Lamb chop

really had fun thr and i like the

*put zai gou*really nice~!!

i saw the hand-made name,

thx shua for the previous 1..

it's really nice..

i've made a new 1 for myself..

*beth*

and 1 for someone special in my heart..

*seRaph*

well...

the uncle is quite funny..

like the day thr..

and the game from new friends..

nice to meet u guys...^^

thx for the trip guys and girls~!! ~.^

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To my DEAREST brother FELIX FOONG~~!!

Firstly i felt sorry to my mommy..cos i talk in a loud mode with u just now..
COS OF THE LOVELY CAT!!!

well..
the story is..
my dearest bro scold me *SOHAI* again...
thx for ur *slogan*

firstly..i dun mind u to step in my room and sit on my bed..
but..nowadays ur life for me is just like a RUBBISH!!
wat u did for ur life?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!
if u're trying hard to fill in ur blank in ur life..
i can tell u..watever u want..i won't say NO...

but yet..u're still a *RUBBISH*
u makes my mood turn bad and get in a bad mode to talk with mummy..
i really love u damn much..

rmb..i'm really GLAD TO HAVE U AS MY BROTHER!!!

get lost from my room STUPID CAT!!!!!


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getting far and out of topic with my gang..T.T

i'm sorry to shua..
really sorry...
besides sorry i dunno wat can i say sommore..
u're just too good in my heart..
but i really can't hurt u no more in my life..
u can find a better 1..
and u're going to leave my world too..
dun cos of me and escape an outing with our gang..
cos i'll disappear in this gang..

dun worry..it's not cos of u..
it's cos i felt that i'm getting far apart with u guys..

cos my house was TOO far from u guys..
and i haven't get my license as well..
everytime need u guys to fetch me out and back..
i noe it's annoying..

thank you for who fetch me back and out b4 this...
really thanks lots..

for fruity..
it's been a hard time for us to hang out d i think..
but dun worry..
beth still in fruity..


beth love u guys & girls..

i loved u shua.. we ady a past..
sorry that hurts u badly...
very sorry..
really sorry...


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Human do change fast..XD

Well...
i've been damn busy for the whole month before CNY..
hmmm...but i do write down my feeling although i didn't update it..
(cos no time to do so)

read back wat i wrote..
feels human do change every moment or second..

4/1/11
i still think of him..
and i wrote that i dunno wat to write but just him..
i wake myself up from that...
*the day leonard take back my slipper & a rubber band..
(i didn't ask for the rubber band back at all..pls dun simply say)
THX..
wanna send u a msg to say thank u..
but after i get it oni i noe u're very angry with me... haha
dun ask me y..i dunno and not understand y aso..XD


5/1/11

the day of working..
just gotta wait and wait till 8p.m
wat the..6pm can leave but thn gotta wait ppl to fetch me till 8pm..
wasted my time..haiy..but no choice..i just waiting SOMEONE FOR THE LICENSE!! *CHERRY TAN*
if i get the license..haha...
i can back without thinking and begging..hahaha...

i hope my dad will get me a car after i get it..^^


6/1/11


first time on board with your name.. *lamb chop*
my lamb cute..damn funny...
the feeling from u to me..
u're real enuf..
but aso quite rude..
kinda special of u toward me..
the way u feel for love is different from othrs..
but well at last.. our date canceled..
now waiting for a movie..
dunno will success not..XD

Btw,
i've lost myself...in love or life..
i dunno wat i want for life...
i dunno how to step back into love again..
slowly..i gotta waste my time to recover from it..
a scorpio's horoscope can kill me directly..

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Shua...
i really hope that no hard feeling between us...
i don't know wat's ur feeling whn gangs hanging out..
i just dun wanna think too much to suffer myself..
but for me..i really enjoy the moment with u guys..and fruity..^^
cos we noe each other for long long time d.. XD
i really hope shua continue treat me as friend..
and dun ignore me..plss...
and aso hope or friendship will never end~~♥
for sure to our gang and fruity too~♥

*SHUA♥
*BOEY♥


*SAN ♥
*SHIN♥
*TENG♥
*CARMEN♥
*YENG♥
*EDISON♥
      &
*VICKEY♥



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getting fat..T.T

I WANNA DIET!!!!!!!

  I CAN'T BE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!

   FAT..
pls go away from me..
belly go away..
big backside..i hate u so so so SO SO MUCH!!!

well..beth is going to ON DIET!!
KEEP FIT!!!

 i hope i can do it..XDD haha...

gambate!!

can't update my latest feeling cos sis wanna use the broadband..

will be update soon..^^

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我爱我的星座: ~♥狮子座♥~

我爱我的星座: ~♥狮子座♥~

...

i hate myself more than u...
i hate myself whn i thinking bout u..*everyday since we broke*
i hate myself of still believing u..
and everything u said...


i dun wanna hate u..cos i really fall for u..
but now i choosed to end up this crush..
just like i'm going to pour all the salt on my wound..
to let it cover as fast as it can...
i dun mind got a scar thr..cos u'll always on my mind..


mayb u won't noe wat i need..
cos all this while..u just plan for wat u want...
not wat i want..
i've get tired on sacrifice for nothing..just like u...

u're the first i really fall for...
u're the one made me feel played by...
u're the first i trust with all my heart..but u disappoint me deeply...
u're the first made me quarrel with mummy cos of love...
u're the one i won't blame although it's ur fault..

i rather to keep quiet..
than to ever make u feel annoy...

kenny liew..
i really dunno y i will fall so deep on u...

sorry ji mui..
the good of him toward me..
i'm the oni one noe it..
wat u girls see just the tears of me from him..
but u girls dunno how good he treated me...
dun need to keep ask me dun think so much..
he will same with yuan and shua...
in my good and nice memory...
never look back...
never ever...

these guys loved and hurts me..
but i really like them now...
won't turn back to love...
cos there's the scar..
can't cover with concealor..
the pain might be forgot..but the feeling of hurt will always thr with me..

hope u guys could find your true love and happiness..^^

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HAppY NeW YeaR~~!!!!

happy new year to everyone...
but seems like not a really nice and good year for our gang..
hmmm...


i gotta be strong..
i wanna be tough...
yea..i won't look back..cos it's not worth..

u're damn selfish...
i started to hate u in the new year..
to removed u in my Fb,it's a right...
u really too smart..
too many ppls get lied by u..
especially girl..
i admit i'm the onw of thm too...
but...thr's no more sucks thing will happen between us anyMORE!!!

now i choosed to forgive and forget...
cos i've no more feeling of u no more..
all u done is just a shit and makes me feel i'm really a dumb...
btw,i gotte say thank u too..
u shows ur stupid to me too..
ps:this is not love..love shud be accept wat she is or u can choose to share it..
     but u didn't,and act like alone..U"RE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!

although this is not the first time i see CARMEN cry...
but i can sure is..this is the first time i see she cry till lost control..
and it's the first time i noe her hate someone so DEEP~!!!


whn i saw they cry..
i really feel sad for thm...
but i'm glad that i've no more heartache for him...
i've cried..cos of myself..
i felt that i've played by him..*mother fucker*
but..i noe i can't blame anyone..cos it's all willing by myself..

need to stay happy to keep healthy my babes..
hope u girls understand everything of ours...
we dun need othrs to understand..
but fruity must always stand by ourselves..

listen  with heart..not oni with ears...
*san
*shin
*teng
*carmen
*yeng
*vickey..
we r always here..
my heart r thr with u girls..
just share evry happy or sad moment with me..

LOVE U GIRLS SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!

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