another few days to chill..

i'm in stress too..
i'm a human that jobless for almost 1year..i'm really felt useless on myself..
whn u say i dun understand u that time..who understand me thn??
mummy keep on ask me work..whn i wanna interview,i was thinking how to go?
i noe everyones will feel that i'm lazy to work but no one noe i really wanna work..but just transport problem..
u said i used to force u..
i really dunno how to continue this relationship no more..
can i ask for stop??
but i'm afraid of regret..so..i just let it be like wat u want..
wat can i do now??
i wanna forget the pain and start my new life..
search for jobs..start it and go for it..
i love u but u said i'm forcing u...

scared of love..
dun wanna love d..very pain..really pain...